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So. My brain is a jumble of mess right now.

I am feeling so strange about this thing. I haven't truly had a conversation with this person [the friend who died] in three years. Not a genuine, honest-t0-god, conversation. So, yes, I am sad, and yes, I do miss him, a lot. But, to be completely honest, what I am more upset about is that I feel like so much was left unsaid. So much I should have told him, and didn't.

I am not a fan of unfinished business.

Last night was needed though. I went to Chili's with Emma, Mark, Chelsea, Jordan, Ian, Erin, Matt, and Katie. Then after that Chels and Jordan and I went to Kroger, which is always fun. And then we went to the Mountain for a little bit, which actually turned out to be fun, because Erin and I [and Jordan] had a really good conversation about all kinds of stuff.

Then after Mountain, Chels and Jordan and I went back to Chels's house and then Mark came over and we watched the Gradutate. =].

I really appreciate my friends and how they lifted my spirits last night. Thanks guys.

Anyway, I'm out.

LOVE LOVE

SAC.