Looking to Keane for a little wisdom.

Hamburg Song:

I don't wanna be adored
Don't wanna be first in line
Or make myself heard
I'd like to bring a little light
To shine a light on your life
To make you feel loved

No, don't wanna be the only one you know
I wanna be the place you call home

I lay myself down
To make it so, but you don't want to know
I give much more
Than I'd ever ask for


Will you see me in the end
Or is it just a waste of time
Trying to be your friend
Just shine, shine, shine
Shine a little light
Shine a light on my life
And warm me up again

Fool, I wonder if you know yourself at all
You know that it could be so simple

I lay myself down
To make it so, but you don't want to know
You take much more
Than I'd ever ask for


Say a word or two to brighten my day
Do you think that you could see your way

To lay yourself down
And make it so, but you don't want to know
You take much more
Than I'd ever ask for
END SONG

I am here for you when you realize that you've lost your way. I will help you back, help you up off your back, catch you when you fall. I will wait until you realize that I am not going away. I am invested in you. I am going to walk with you on this journey, whether I am welcome or not. I guess you'll just have to deal. I hope you'll learn [or perhaps you already know and choose not to accept] that I am here for you no matter what. NO MATTER WHAT. You may tell me to go away, to leave, to let what you are stuck in be your problem, but I won't listen. It is my problem, too, because without you, I am lost, and one lost soul for now is enough. I am hoping you will see that I can find your soul, and together we can make that number zero. You are for me. I hope you'll realize I am for you, too.

Moving on.

I dyed my hair red. It's not like red red, like an Irish girl, and it's not like Ariel red either, it's more like a dark-ish strawberry blonde color. I really like it a lot.

I am ready to get rearing to go with rehearsals. Monday!

I don't have anything else to say.

LOVE LOVE.

SAC.

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I am in a bad mood.

I can't really explain why. I mean, I do know why. Goodness.

I am really tired of being pushed around and treated like I am someone who is a friend, but is really talked about and judged when I am not there or with them.

I wish that if someone didn't want to be my friend they would just TELL me, instead of doing things like this. I just feel like sometimes I don't have any true friends. Am I that annoying?

People, just be honest with me.

Thanks.

I'm bouncing back.

So, my surgery was Friday. It went well. It went really well according to Dr. Petrankin, my surgeon.

I'm tired, sore, and tired of being in the house. I'll get to leave tomorrow when we take Damian to the airport, thankfully.

Bathing has been fun. Not. I'll make it though.

Can't wait to see everyone & go to dinner on Wednesday. You kids are really great to do that for me.

I don't have too much else to report. I just wanted to let everyone know I'm doing fine.

Lovelove.

SAC.