"I try to follow my dreams, but they're all about you" -Tyrone Wells

So. I'm sitting in the library. As usual. I feel like I don't even need to state that anymore.

Anyway, today was actually a relatively good day. I gave my speech this morning, which didn't go as terribly as I thought. I actually had one girl tell me that she started tearing up, which, made me happy... I mean, not that she was crying, but that someone cares enough to be interested in my topic. That made me really happy. Then I just chilled at Krannert reading Eaters of The Dead til Chels got there for lunch. After that, I decided to skip Shakespeare, so that I could keep reading. Then I went to Medieval, which was fun, since we went outside for class, plus that class is just really great anyway. It really is my favorite class. Ha... at the end of class we discussed what books would be read in a class titled "The Great Bores", meaning what books were just boring to read... and I pretty much liked every book that the rest of the class labeled as boring: Beowulf, The Odyssey, Dante's Divine Comedy, Moby Dick, The Scarlet Letter, Faerie Queen. So, basically, I'm a major NERD. Which, you know, is okay... and kind of the point. HAHA.

Anyway, now I have to read for Theory, which I really really really really really really really really really really [get the point?] DON'T want to do. I don't really like that class. I just suck at analyzing stuff. I always have. I'm like "Okay, I can tell you what happens. And that's it. Thanks."

But, alas, I must read anyway.

Sigh.

I didn't speak to that person I like at all today, even though I had a class with him today... I am so terrible at this whole game... I just need to walk up to him and be like "Hey. We have a class together, lets be friends." How hard could that be? [A secret... for me, REALLY hard.]

I wish it was easier than this. But then life would be easy wouldn't it? And where's the fun in that? So, I vote that just this one aspect of life be easy. Okay thanks. I can walk up to him and say, "I like you," and he'll say, "Gee, Sarah, I've been waiting for you to say that, I like you, too," and we'll go on with our merry lives. But it isn't easy. So I could just walk up to him and say "I like you," and it's pretty likely that I would get an awkward silence, and a delayed "Um, okay. Bye." <---Bad.

Anyway, I'm going to immerse myself into my music and my reading and hopefully I'll get my mind off of this. [Not too likely, but I can hope, right?]

Before I go I want to state to four people in my life, only two of which may read this, but alas, I want to state it anyway. Chelsea, Emma, Jordan, and Mark. You four have made life manageable for me in these last few weeks. In fact you haven't just made it manageable, you've made it happy, and I really appreciate all of you so much. Thanks.

Well, I'm out, then.

LOVE LOVE.

SAC.