some reiterations some changes.

I WANT TO BE HAPPY.

I want to always have the capacity to love other people.
I want to write. A lot.
I want to be a publisher.
I want to sing a the top of my lungs.
I want to car-dance and have people give me funny looks.
I want to look at the stars.
I want to go to Africa and save people. Live and be with them.
I want to own a restaurant where I serve only natural foods.
I want to live efficiently in a house that I built and that uses only solar power.
I want to live close to my best friends.
I want to never be without them, even if they do live far away.
I want to own a pair of Sperry Duck shoes.
I want to be able to be in nature whenever I want to, whether that's hiking or camping or simply sitting under a tree.
I want life to make sense to me.
I want to run in a field and pick wildflowers and lay under the afternoon sun.
I want long hair again.
I want to be in Richmond, VA.
I want to be in Chattanooga, TN.
I want to be Ireland.
I want to be in NYC.
I want to be able to travel many places before I die.
I want equal rights for everyone.
I want to meet Nelson Mandela.
I want to stay up all night laughing and smiling with people I love.
I want to sleep all day and watch movies and eat popcorn all night.
I want to get caught outside in the rain.
I want to hold your hand.
I want your face close to mine.
I want to be able to tell you everything. Everything I feel about you, everything I see in you, everything you are to me.
I want to smile all the time.
I want you to smile all the time with me.
I want to laugh until I cry.
I want to feel love like I've never felt it before.
I want to scream so loud China can hear me.
I never want to be numb. I always want to feel no matter what, even if it's pain.
I want to feel butterflies.
I want to hold butterflies in my hands.
I want to be wanted.
I want to be needed.
I want to run on a beach and run into the water and feel it on my face.
I want my parents to live forever. I know they won't. They will in my heart.
I want to see every movie ever made.
I want to believe everyone has the capacity to believe in peace and that everyone has the capacity to make peace happen through love.
I want to save the Earth. It's so beautiful.
I want my dog to always sleep on the bed with me. I feel alone without him there.
I want to eat granola and fruit all the time.
I want to speak Spanish fluently.
I want to love myself more.
I want to love other people more.
I never want to be without God.
I want to tell everyone my story.
I want to wear shorts and a t-shirt and no shoes in my wedding. And I want to get married on the side of a hill somewhere.
I want to believe that I can accomplish anything I set my heart to.
I want my best friend to know that I still love her.
I want to be happy.
I want to be happy.