Does anyone even read this?

Probably not. That's okay. I don't really care. It let's me write things out that are just sort of swimming around in my mind. [and, I get to do all of these cheesy surveys that I know that people really hate, but that I love to do. bahaha.]

One thing I've got to say is that with everything that's happened recently I've sort of realized how unimportant other people's opinions of me are. Who gives a rat's ass what if people don't like me. Haha. I'm so over it all.

Are promises important to you?
Very. Very, very, very.

Who was the last person to tell you they loved you?
Mama.

Ever been in love?
A long time ago.

Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
Yes.

Are you happy?
Yes.

Have you ever seen your own bone?
That's a BIG negative.

When's the last time you spoke to your last ex?
About two days ago.

What is more important, happiness or trust?
Trust leads to happiness. Or it can, anyway.

Did anything "cute" happen today?
Erm? I don't know.

Who all do you have texts from on your phone?
Emily. Tammy. Mama. That's pretty much it right now.

Any favorite shows?
NCIS. Psych. Friday Night Lights.

Have you had a friend for many years and then they left just like that?
Yes. Oh, yes.

How loud do you listen to your music?
Not too loud.

Are you really going to dread this week?
NO! I'm going to CHICAGO to see my BESTFRIEND. =].

Favorite food?
Seafood.

Have you ever gone to court?
No.

Do you take walks often?
Everyday.

What were you doing at 1 am this morning?
Sleeping.

Does someone have your heart?
My dog, Jake. =].

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
I'm going to Chicago in less than TWODAYSSSS.

What do you do when you need to relax?
Sleep. Listen to music. Write.

What are you listening to right now?
Amos Lee. He's sort of all I've been listening to.

What was the last thing you purchased?
Water.

Are you looking forward to anything?
Bahhhh.

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
In person: Daddy. Other means: Mark Bailey.

What did you do last night?
Chatted with my mother.

What were you doing at 7 am?
Sleeping.

Last time you were truly happy with your life?
That moment when I found out I was cast in Eclipsed. That was a really wonderful moment. But, I also think there have been a few moments since then. I mean, I'm a generally happy person.

Do you like anyone right now?
This question urks me. I like a of people, but I don't think that is how the question is meant.

Ever had your heart broken?
Yes.

Miss anyone right now?
So much. So so so much.

Who was the last person you sent a text to?
Emily.

Last person to text you?
Tammy.

Last person you saw?
My mother.

What was the last thing you said to someone?
"Just let me know when you want to do the cookies." To my mother.

Who do you love most?
My mother, father, my aunts and uncle, my godparents, and my best friends.

How many good friends do you have?
Hmm. Well, I have two BEST friends. But, I would say I probably have about 10, in addition to these two, good friends.

Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
So many.

Ever been told by someone they loved you?
Yes.

Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
Yes.

Are you happy with where you are relationship-wise now?
I'm single. And, wonderfully happy.

Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Always.

Have you ever woke up next to someone and were freaked out?
No.

Has any one said they loved you today?
Mama.

What are you wearing on your feet?
Chacos.

How many times do you talk on the phone a day on average?
One. If that. I text so much more.

Do you usually have weird dreams?
All the time. Like today when I took a nap.

Do you like your bed?
I do. Very much.

What are you thinking about right now?
This annoying headache that will not go away.

What color is your keyboard?
White.

Marriage in your future?
Probably not. But, a small part of me hopes so, just so I can have bridesmaids. Hahaha.

How has this past week been for you?
It's been all right, I'd say.

What song is stuck in your head?
Careless by Amos Lee.

Will this weekend be a good one?
OHH yes. I'll be in CHICAGO.

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Sure.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Gap.

How long does it take you to shower?
5-10. 15 tops.

Is the last person you hugged older than you?
Yes.

Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?
Ha! Hahaha. Yeah, but I'm over it now.

Last night, did you fall asleep smiling?
Ehh. I mean, I wasn't upset, but I wouldn't say I was smiling, either.

Are you afraid of change?
I used to be. But, now it's so nice.

Does your family own a business?
No.

Is a bestfriend/boy/girl or ex pissing you off at the moment?
No. Not this moment.

Are you in a good mood right now?
I'm not in a bad mood.

Are you on medication for anything?
Nah.

Who woke you up today?
My alarm.

How's your hair today?
Fine.

What time did you wake up this morning?
9am.

What is on your bed right now?
Blankets and pillows.

Anything hurting?
My head.

Were you happy when you woke up today?
Sure.

Are you wearing a necklace?
Yes.

You're a sharpie marker, what color are you?
Sliver. Duh. =].

How many months until your birthday?
ONE! Oh my goodness.

Who was the last person you were on the phone with after 12 am?
Oh, Emily, maybe?

Have you ever hugged a complete stranger?
Sure.

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
This question is so hard for me, because it depends on who I think is the person who hurt me the most. One did. One never will.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I have no idea.

Are you wasting your time on someone?
Nope. I am not.

Last thing that made you cry?
Life. My mother and I got into an argument earlier today.

Do you have a bad temper?
Ha. You know it.

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
We'll see.

Do you REALLY love all your family?
Not all of them, no.

What do you want to believe in?
Love.

You're dying in 10 seconds, what are your last words to your best friend?
You were my best friend. I need you to know that I loved you so much.

To your worst enemy?
I'm sorry we had our differences.

Do you care if people hate you?
Of course not. I know several people who do.

Has a song ever made you cry?
Sure.

A book ever made you cry?
You know it.

Is the world crumbling to pieces?
No.

Name one moment where you couldn't control your rage?
Ha. I don't really like to think about that. It sort of hurts.

Did you have good day yesterday?
Yes, I did.

Last time you were embarrassed?
When my dog tried to attack three people within 15 minutes. Geez, Jake.

What are you doing today?
I went to VCU today to eat lunch with the Dannnyboy. Then, I shopped a bit with my mom. Then I took a nap for a longtime. Then I woke up and ate dinner. Now I'm sitting here.

What do you feel like doing?
Running. I think I will.

Any last words?
I'm going to run now.


[So, the first time I did this survey, I did it on Facebook, and I had done something that weekend, like gone somewhere... I could tell by answers in the survey, but I can't for the life of me remember what I did or where I went. Sad.]