Goodness.

I miss Hannah today. I miss her everyday, but today it's harder. It may have something to do with that plane that dissapeared over the Atlantic. An unfriendly reminder I didn't need.

I'm really tired of driving. I just want to be in Calgary now, okay? Can that just happen, please? Bah.

Today wasn't really that bad. It wasn't as long as yesterday and the terrain wasn't nearly as boring. Once we got in to Saskatchewan the sky was so cool. I pretty much stared out the window the rest of the time. Oh, and we got a trashy magazine and Erin read it outloud. That was a good time.

We're going to some Vietnamese Restaurant later. I doubt it will be as good as The Keg, which was one of the best meals I've ever had in my life. It's true. Plus, that whole being legal in Canada thing was fun. I may even order a drink at dinner again tonight. Just one though. None of that getting drunk business. That's just stupid.

Things have been good with everyone on the trip as far as getting along. Erin and I have given each other our alone time that we needed. I was in an odd mood a couple days ago so I just had to be away from everyone and it was nice that she was respectful enough to just let me go.

It's been interesting. With all this driving, I've a loooot of thinking time. I've been picking myself apart slowly. Sometimes it's been a good thing, and I think about all the good changes I've made in myself in the last three years. Other times, it's been low, because I'll think too much about things I shouldn't or should, but just not a lot. So, my mood has been interesting on this trip. Not bipolar or anything, just a little off. I think once we get to Calgary, and we're actually doing things other than driving, I'll be good. Of course, there's all that driving on the way home too. Bah. Ahh, well. We are going through Montana, which is pretty much like a life long dream of mine. To drive through Montana. Haha. But, really, I am excited about it. It will be beautiful. And, we may even be close enough to Missula for me to, oh you know, accost Hank Green or something. Haha. Not really.

I hate that while I'm in Canada I can't use my phone. I know that makes me sound super dependent on it, which I'm really not. I have the computer and have had internet access everywhere we've been, so I'm in contact with my friends. It's just that I can't talk to Emily, and goodness knows that our daily chats have become my lifeline. She's such a good listener, and it sort of pains me when I don't really know what's going on with her. We have email, sure, but it's not the same. Ah, well. Only four more days here. I'll make it, right? I will. Plus, she'll likely be in Georgia that random week I'm home, so I'll get to actually see her, which will make me so happy. All right. Enough complaining about not being able to vent. Haha.

I'm done now I think. My mom wants to check her email.

Love love.

SAC