A ramble of things.

I got the new Tyrone Wells CD. And I'm in LOVE with this song:

Sink or Swim:

Caught in the middle of a crossfire
Lost my balance on a high wire
Trying to figure out what to do

Pushed to the edge of my reason
Everywhere around me it's treason
I don't want to do that to you

Kamikaze airplanes in the sky
Are we going down or will we fly?
This could be a shipwreck on the shore
Or we could sail away forevermore
This time it's sink or swim, sink or swim

Hearing the song in your laughter
A melody I chase after
No one else has done this to me

Kamikaze airplanes in the sky
Are we going down or will we fly?
This could be a shipwreck on the shore
Or we could sail away forevermore
This time it's sink or swim, sink or swim

Take a deep breath
No more time left
This is what I thought I wanted
Why am I afraid?

Kamikaze airplanes in the sky
Are we going down or will we fly?
This could be a shipwreck on the shore
Or we could sail away forevermore

Kamikaze airplanes in the sky
Are we going down or will we fly?
This could be a shipwreck on the shore
Or we could sail away forevermore
This time it's sink or swim, sink or swim


Spring break. Hmm. It wasn't horrible. I did go to a Tyrone Wells concert which blew my face off. Then I chilled at home til Wednesday when I left with Chelsea to go to Memphis for Jordan's surgery. It went well, and he's at home now, which is good. But, both Chelsea and I are pretty worn out from early mornings and late nights and long drives.

Guh.

This is going to be the longest week of my life.

-Tomorrow I have a rough draft of my play due for playwriting. I did not know about this until about two hours ago. I want to cry. There is no way I can focus on it right now, because my brain is in like 2938743924 places. I'll work on it after my day classes tomorrow. I have time.
-Tuesday I have something for Faulkner. I'm not entirely sure what, but I have something... And I'm sure I'll hate it. I hate that class so much. It makes me want to die every time I think about it.
-Wednesday I have a Spanish test and a draft of my next African American Lit paper due.
-Friday and Saturday I have the Vagina Monologues.

I am not really sure how I'm going to make it through this week without having a nervous breakdown. I mean, maybe it will be good for me to have a nervous breakdown. I don't know. I'm going to try and stay as positive as possible.

My Aunt and Uncle will be here on Saturday. Which will be good. And much need. MUCH NEEDED.

Now to the subject of a job. I need one of those. Hmmm. I don't know what's going to happen with that. I should figure something out. But, I don't know if there is anything I can find to do off campus since the economy kind of sucks a lot right now. And as far as on campus... there's not really anything that I particularly want to do. However, I may have to just bit the bullet and do something I don't want to for a while just so I have some sort of way to fund my life.

Meh. This is such an emo post. I hate that. I don't really know why I'm in such a terrible mood. Hopefully tomorrow will actually be a good day since I'll see all of my friends that I haven't seen. I need to see people.

I think I'm going to bed now

I want to be happy like this right now:
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Love love.

SAC